Seeking the Real You Within

Blessings and greetings to you!

How many times have you started to do something – maybe something creative or even just a work project – when you were hit with the idea that someone else would do it better than you ever could?  Maybe the first time you had that idea was during your elementary science fair project…maybe it was in the art room, or the creative writing class, at piano recitals or even just cleaning house with your siblings or parents?  So often humans compare yourselves to everyone out there who you perceive as “perfect” and thus you decide you yourself are “less than”.  

We are here today to say you ARE perfect.  Maybe someone has done something you want to do and impressed you with their performance or product so much that you don’t feel you can compare with them.  It does not mean that you and that other person have different knowledge or abilities – you just think they did so what is the point of your trying?  Or, if you do try it, you sabotage yourself and the end result is not as good as it could have been if you have tried wholeheartedly.

Humans are their own worst enemy, own worst critic and we want to tell you that you need to re-evaluate these toxic thoughts and beliefs!  Change your thinking, change your perspective, and you will change your world!  Remember – you create your own reality!  Figure out what means the most to you, figure out what resonates with the Light within you, and you will discover the path that will change your world.

All knowledge and all information that exists in this world is part of the collective intelligence that belongs to the Creator.  No one has ever created an idea or discovered anything because it was already created and has never been lost.  It is available to EVERYONE and it is the right of everyone to access that information and use it appropriately in their lifetime.

Throughout humanity leaders arise.  Many of these individuals appear charismatic, verbally deft, and project a sense of authority over the topic of which they speak.  Some set themselves up as gurus, critical thinkers, experts on the subject matter and will tell you that you need to do it as they say because you don’t understand the topic like they do.  Sadly, so many people fall under the spell of charisma without thinking about the ramifications of handing over their personal power to someone else, someone they don’t know at all just because that person seems to know “it” better than they themselves do.

This may be a choice, and you always have the right to make that choice, but we are telling you NOW that this does not free you from the responsibility of free will choices and that you will need to deal with that choice for some time to come.  Whether it is your parent, a teacher, a religious leader, a political leader, a sibling or a partner/spouse to whom you give your personal power to does not matter.  You are not meant to give away your personal power to anyone – it is yours and it is meant to help you grow and to shape you along your path in this lifetime.  When someone abdicates their responsibility to live their life fully there are karmic repercussions to that choice.  These will have to processed in this lifetime, when you have departed from the earth plane, and sometimes in other incarnations.

How do you give your personal power to others?  Any time you think someone is better than you at anything you are giving them a chord to your personal power and you feed them your energy.  That energy will never again feed you unless you break that chord.  Once humans start feeding from others they do not surrender that energy easily.  But once you realize and BELIEVE that you are worthy, lovable, and capable you can live consciously with your energy flowing fully around you, manifesting the life you are meant to live.

We, the angelics, do not demand that everyone be a cookie-cutter imitation of someone else.  There is no “ideal” image of what each person should be like.  One of the reasons souls incarnate on the earth plane is to experience diversity of character.  Individuality is most desired.  When one returns to the energetic state you return to the state of All That Is.  While that state of communion is blissful, one belongs to all and all belong to one – there is no individuality.  So while you may find it easier to follow someone else’s direction and “be” who they want you to be, it is your responsibility to yourself and your higher self to discover who you really are.  You are beautiful, you are wonderful, you are fun, you are creative, and you are perfect just the way YOU are.  

We want you to start practicing that belief right away.  Stop pretending in whatever way you are pretending and look at the glorious individual you are.  Love yourself.  Strip away all that is NOT you and see yourself in the Light of Love, for that is how we angelics see each of you.  Individual and Perfect.

Yes, there are those who will resist any change you want to make in your life, but you owe it to yourself to live consciously.  Align yourself with the Light that exists within you and the strength you need to make the changes will be there.  Align yourself with the Light that exists within you and you will find yourself being the person you never thought you be, the person inside that you rejected for years – maybe for your entire lifetime.  Does that mean you walk away from your responsibilities and justify that as living your life?

No, because your life will change once you align with the Light within.  Changes will occur and you will realize a life that is perfect for you and not in conflict.  Yes, some individuals may leave – or you may leave some individuals behind, but living a life true to yourself means that you are going to have to stop being what you were pretending to be, and those people who prefer the fake you are not worth having around you.

Embrace the Love within you, the Light within you, and share that with the world in whatever manner manifests itself within you.  Write that story, paint that painting, go to meetings you did not dare to go to before, make friends with that person who said what resonated within you, but scared you because they looked or acted differently than what you were taught is “correct”.  Learn about the world around you from your own perspective – not one you were conditioned to believe is the ‘only one’.

There is no one way.  For anything.  All will return to the Creator at the end and each will face his or her Higher Self.  Live the life you designed together, and revel in the joy that is YOU instead of being miserable pretending to be something that is not you.

We Love YOU and we want YOU to love yourself as much as we Love YOU.  We angelics are always here, ready to provide you with succor.

Breathe, Live, and Love.


Exercise #2 – Seeking the Unopened Doors Within

We have an exercise for you to do.  We want you to meditate and get into a place of safety.  We want you to shield and protect yourself before you go further, so review our Shielding Exercise before you go further.

Once shielded, we want you to take long, slow breaths and calm your mind.  We want you to feel peace root in your heart and in your head.  We want you to be inquisitive and curious, but not foolhardy, for the exercise you are going to begin is not going to be easy and it is very important for you to stay calm to reap benefits from it.  This exercise should take some amount of time and you should allot an hour or so of undisturbed time to complete it.  (You might want to audio tape the exercise to help you follow it the first few times.)

Continue breathing deeply as your body relaxes and your mind calms.  Imagine you are walking down a wooded path and sunlight is glinting off the leaves.  There is a slight breeze blowing and you hear birds chirping sleepily from their nests.  You are safe and calm and at peace.

You notice a building in front of you.  What type of building is it?  Is it a house?  Is it a place of business?  Is it a hotel?  Take a few moments and review the outside of the building and note any colors on the building and anything that catches your attention.

Once you have observed the building and do not notice anything new, open the door in front of you.  It opens easily and allows you to enter the building without problem.  Allow the door to shut gently behind you.

You notice that you are standing in a hallway and all is peaceful and calm.  Take a few moments to look and feel your surroundings.

Is the hallway lit or is it dark?  Do you hear noises at all or is it quiet?  Is the floor under your feet carpeted or is it bare?  What material is the bare floor made out of?  Is it clean or is it dirty?

Count the number of open doors and count the number of closed doors.

Walk down the hallway to the first door you come to.  Is it open or closed?

If open, look into the doorway and what do you see, feel, hear?

If closed, reach out to the door, the frame but do not touch it.  What do you sense?  If you reach for the doorknob, do you think you can touch it?

Return to the center of the hallway and take a moment to calm yourself and then continue down the hallway to the next doorway and repeat the process.

And repeat it again until you come to the end of the hallway.

What is at the end of the hallway?  Is it another door?  A flat wall?  A staircase?

Return to the beginning of the hallway, where you first noticed the flooring and turn around and face the hallway again.

This time, walk down the hallway until you come to an open doorway.  If there are no open doorways in the hallway, stand in front of the first closed door and wait.

Go into the first open doorway.  Close your eyes and move to the middle of the room.  Is the room filled with light or is the light dim?  Do you smell anything?  Do you feel anything at all?  Do any memories pop into your consciousness.  Whatever happens, allow all feelings to flow through you and drain out of you, down into the floor.

Do this with every open doorway until you reach the end of the hallway.  Then return to the beginning.

Now, walk to the first closed door.  Stand in front of it.  Now is the time to pay attention to all the details.  What do you feel standing in front of the doorway?  Are you still ‘you’ or do you feel like a different person?  A younger you, perhaps? Or do you not recognize the person standing in front of the doorway at all?

Put your hands against the door.  What do you feel? What emotion vibrates from the door to resonate within you?  Do not get overwhelmed by the emotion – let it flow through you, or, when you start to feel overwhelmed simply step back from the doorway.  Allow the emotion(s) to be removed from you as you return to the center of the hallway and bring yourself to Center again, to Peace.

Breathe deeply and take an assessment of how you feel.  It does not matter how much time has passed.  How do you feel now, in this moment?  Are you at peace or do you feel shaken?  Do you feel drawn to the door or do you want to walk away from it?

Breathe deeply again and focus on the next closed door.  Again, walk up to the door and feel for the emotion(s) the door is emanating.  Allow yourself a few moments with the emotions and then walk back to the center of the hallway.  Let all emotion drain from you, breathe a few deep breaths, Center and ground, and then when calm, move to the next closed door.

Repeat this until you have touched all the closed doors and reached the end of the hallway.

At this point, return to the center of the hallway and breathe deeply.  Feel your consciousness returning to your body.  Feel yourself becoming aware of your hands and your feet.  Feel you backside and your knees.  Feel yourself breathing deeply and allow yourself to begin to move slowly as you return to your body.

Exercise #1 – Shielding and Grounding Technique

First, you will shield yourself.

Put yourself in a comfortable sitting position.  As you progress with this exercise, you should be able to do it anywhere during anything happening in your life in just moments.  In the beginning, however, take all the time you need to learn this thoroughly – until it becomes an automatic reflex instead of your having to focus on it.

Relax and take three slow, deep breaths.  Count to 10 for each breath, hold it for at least 3 seconds, and then release the breath through your mouth.

Center your attention inside of yourself – feel your spine, feel where you are, and the space you are physically occupying.

Now, look in front of you, approximately three feet.  A column of white, iridescent energy will have formed.  This column of energy has Archangel Michael’s energy resonance throughout it.  As you stare at it, you realize it goes deep within the earth and reaches far into the heavens.

In reality, this is not a straight column, but it is curved at the top and the bottom.

As you stare at the energy column, it begins to move to your left and slowly will complete a circle around you.  As it moves, repeat to yourself the following phrase:

This is the circle that surrounds me
And protects me
that guides me
And heals me

By the time you get done with the last segment, the column should have returned to the front and you may feel a small energetic “snap”.

(Note – do this at least three times minimum.  Repeat again in cycles of three if one feels vulnerable or unsafe until you do feel safe.  Once comfortable with this technique you should follow your guidance on how many times you need to do this – note, this may vary from day to day!)

When you complete the number of circuits appropriate for you, you should eventually feel an almost audible “click” resonate through you; you may also experience a feeling of increased warmth, safety, and even love.

Now, you are going to ground.

Focus on your feet.  Feel how heavy they are.  How solid.  How they are energetically part of the earth plane while still belonging to you.

Feel roots flowing out from the bottom of your feet, flowing into the ground.  Deeper and deeper until they stop at the perfect depth which you will recognize intuitively.

Now raise your attention to the area above your upper torso; feel yourself move energetic arms (not physical) up and over your head, so they are stretched high above you.  Feel roots develop and grow from your finger tips and reach far above you into the Energy of the Christos that surrounds this planet.

As you do these steps, say to yourself:

I reach below
I reach above
I pull it all together
And I fill myself with love.

As you say this, you begin to feel energy move up from Mother Earth and energy flow down from the Christos.  Feel the energy blessing you as it moves up the roots into your feet and down your fingers into your body.  Allow yourself the time to move slowly, paying attention to every part of you that the energy enfolds, perfectly moving through your energy form until both energy chords reach the heart chakra.

Once at the heart chakra, the energy will pool.  After a while, the energy will begin to flow through your energy meridians until you are encased in a web of light.  This light will highlight areas to be removed, will smooth out your energy, and will ground you while leveling and balancing all emotional discord.

Focus on the highlighted parts – these are not you.  Anywhere there is a glow there is a blockage.  Ask Archangel Michael to remove that blockage and then to fill place with Light and raise your vibration.

Once all on the physical level is filled up, the heart chakras will become fountains that open flow the energy to your auric layers, moving up and through each layer for you to cleanse (just as in the physical form) until each is cleansed, balanced, and saturated with the love energy.

Once you feel “full”, thank all the Light beings involved for this gift.

Now, ask the Light to camouflage your outermost layer of shielding so that your energy frequency is “visible” only to those with the intent of serving your highest and best good.